So its Leo season baby!! which means it’s my birthday month August 10th to be exact which is this Thursday and I am absolutely crapping myself you would think birthday’s are filled with excitement not worry but this time round I turn 20, I have never in my life had a birthday where I panic and have a little flap about what age I am turning next but this time it’s different. I will no longer be a teen and that freaks me the hell out?
Not only that but when I was a wee girl at around 10/11 I thought people who were 20 had their sh*t together and they were proper little adults PAAHAHA how naive was my younger self though, at 19 almost 20 I can confirm that I don’t class myself as an adult I still feel 17, I do not have my sh*t together in terms of moving out having a child and married ( yes when I was 10 I thought this is what happened when you turn 20 ).
Looking back on my teenage years I am so proud of my growth as a person I used to be very idotic as teen but who isn’t? I was rude, bitter and jelous and bitchy oh don’t forget that but 4 years later it’s like I am a completely different person with different goals and I am proud of who I am. I am scared of my 20’s but I also look forward to see what they bring, here’s to turning 20 and the next 10 years!
Was there an age where you freaked out about turning? let me know I need to know I am not a nutter hahaha anyway as always thank you for reading and until next time.